I am starting to have that feeling again like I had last year. My job is beginning to suck the life out of me again, leaving me with not a whole lot of energy at the end of the day. I've been getting behind on my intakes and paperwork to the point of people starting to get annoyed. I am usually very responsible. I think the pressure of a 120 mile a day commute is getting to me. Also, I have no idea what to do about my dog. I leave him at a 'doggy day care' place while I work, and this is fine for now, but I'm looking for a job in the city for next year, and that is going to cost about twice as much for him. And I can tell he doesn't really like apartment living. No shock, he's used to a house with a large yard. I couldn't get rid of him though. That would violate some core beliefs I have. But I wonder how fair this is. I hate to say it, but the ideal thing that could happen now is for Pete to say he wants him. Then I'd still see him. I don't know. Maybe this is simply a period of adjustment. I hope that's all it is. I'm tired now.

-CRbE