Ok, I'm just one confused person. I like him, I really do. It just seems very fast. I keep looking for things to hold onto as excuses to dump him one day. Why is this? I really enjoy his company, and I'm definitly attracted to him.

Here's the wierd thing. The aspect of my personality that comes out around him is not one that is familiar at all to me. It's just very girly. I can't describe it more than that, but I'm just all smiley and sweet with him. It's not something I do intentionally, and in fact since becoming aware of it I've tried to be more my usual self. It just hasn't happened. To give you an idea, he doesn't believe me that I'm cynical, or that I'm more like one of the guys than I am a girly girl. Go figure.

-CRbE