I leave for Atlanta tomorrow morning. It still doesn't seem like I'm actually doing this.

I had a really good conversation with Pete yesterday. I think we've reached somewhat of a new understanding. What I have learned about him makes me a bit sad, but I guess doesn't suprise me.

He had emailed me personal adds of guys he thought I'd like. I don't feel comfortable discussing my dating life with him at all, let alone allowing him to pimp for me. I once again told him to keep his nose out of where it doesn't belong. He told me he just wants me to be happy. Now, I'm the happiest I've been in years. Possibly ever. I told him this and watched it sink in. He truely believes that to be happy one needs to be in love. The sad part is for him that is true.

I'm not saying I don't want love. I really do. But it is not the key to my happiness. Rather, I want a love that won't interfere with the zone I've been in these past seven or eight months.

At least maybe now he'll butt out of my love life.

I may or may not update in Atlanta. Till next.

-CRbE