As of today, I have the ULTIMATE Dad Fact. If you are new to my world, you will look back on my previous entries to find a few mentions of these philisophical gems that have come to be known as Dad Facts. If you're too lazy to look them up, basically know that my father has a way of pulling odd theories out of his ass and truely believing them. The latest of these is that Pete will most likely wind up in a cult. Yeah. This even beats the whole 'southerners lie' thing. Oh and the reason he will wind up in a cult is that his father is spineless. I don't quite make the connection either.

I did have a good conversation with Pete today where I told him what I think about his wallowing in self pity. He cried, and really seemed to get the point. I hope so. He has a CD mix in his car that is all songs of sorrow over unrequited love. Yeah, that's healthy.

I had quite an amazing day otherwise. I stumbled into a psychic fair and had the most accurate reading I have ever had in my life. Like, scary accurate. Basically the things that came of it are: I need to use my natural gifts of empathy, I will be ok financially, I need to let go completely of Pete, and I need to ride life out instead of always trying to control everything. The whole thing with Ken either may or may not happen, but I shouldn't pursue it. It barely came up anyways, which confirms that it is probably a distraction. Not the friendship part- that is very real. But the crush part is reactionary. He is truely an amazing friend. I do feel like I walk away from every conversation I have with him a bit more self aware. That is exactly what I need right now, as well as a connection to my roots. I am lucky to have reconnected with him in this way at this time, and I should love and enjoy our friendship for what it is, instead of obsessing over what it could be.

Also a good karma day. I won $110 at the casino. Had to get that out of the way before Quarters arrives tomorrow.

Take care, and happy Full Moon.

-CRbE