I have a date tomorrow. I met this guy online and he called me yesterday. We ended up talking well over three hours. I was really giddy after that call, but now I'm a bit scared. I'm not sure why. I think I don't want to meet anyone who I could actually have feelings for, thus risk being hurt. Every guy I've gone out with thus far I've found stupid things I don't like. The only person I could let myself be interested was the one person who was truely safe, due to distance and being oblivious to my feelings. BTW, I was looking through my web cam clips, and I never noticed him in the background of one of them. I would have looked at that over and over again two months ago.

But back to this guy, I'll call him Will. Shit, there's yet another thing I have in common with him. His initials are my initials too.

-CRbE