Ok, here goes an entry.

I need to find myself. I have not felt like myself at all in the past six months, and really not for even longer than that. I don't know why. It's like a dark cloud slowly crept over me without my noticing.

But I'm doing something about it. I am doing what I can. I'm in therapy and I'm writing. That is my best course of action. I would also like to start an art therapy group.

I want confidence. I want to be the person I was five years ago. Granted more mature, but I was happy and loved my life then. That has slowly leaked away. Now I don't know what is what.

Sorry if this came off way more depressing than I intended.

-CRbE